Another version of me is taking over my life, and I am not quite sure I dislike it.
It's like looking in a mirror and watching a person right behind you smile and saying it's OK, just rock the place out!
Even though things look peaceful, in my unstable and stupid bone marrow there is a freakin World War three. And I am had IT.
This stupid, melancholic, day dreaming shit cannot get over me!.. I will have fun INDEED. Not much .. not too lil.. just ENOUGH...
For sure... I am not givin my heart away AGAIN. It hurts too much, hurting somebody because you are unable to love.
I am lacking of a gene.. I am positive, or an enzyme that can degrade love and assimilate it.
I am lacking of something... for God sake!... or perhaps I never had it at the beginnign..